FOCUS, DAMNIT, FOCUS
I wasted my whole day today! And I am not proud of it. Like typing this.
Perhaps I have prioritised wrongly. I have no one to blame but myself.
Let's see, most of the day was spent on the 50 million trips to the refrigerator and back, each time grabbing a couple of gummies and chocolates and stuffing my fat face full with them. 15 minutes later, another trip to the refrigerator. or my boxes of pokey sticks, konniyaku jellies, cheesecakes and any sweet. I swear they contain mind-distracting drugs in them. THEY ARE SO HARMFUL TO ME! AT THIS RATE I WILL GO DIABETIC, OBESE AND UNHEALTHY IN THE SHORT RUN.
Every examination seems to be making me go on a binge. I just can't stop eating. Let's say I started to cook instant noodles at 2am in the morning for the past few days. HELP! SEE A FAT MATTHEW!:D And of course my face has become a volcanic Plateau with constant eruptions.
MIXED EMOTIONS:
I can't seem to focus on the needful and more important things anymore,today. The war drums have already sounded, time is running out. And yes, the exams are next week. Argh! I just want it to start! Like tomorrow, get it done and over so that I can run away temporarily. Then I will be free for a while. I've got a list of things to do all planned out already. But yet I am kind of worried as well. What if it ends up like PSLE or O-levels? It will be a disaster!
I think tomorrow I shall go to the library to do my stuff where at least I won't be running all over. HAVE TO CHOPE MY SEAT!
Oh well, just gotta focus and do my best!
PRAY FOR ME MANY!
TO MY FRIENDS TAKING IB AND A-LEVELS:
O my soul, do you not know?
Have you not heard?
It's been told from the beginning
The Lord your God is on your side
O my soul, don't be afraid
Hope in the Lord
By His righteousness and power
He will strengthen, He will guide
And I will soar on wings like eagles
Held by the hand of God
I will run and not grow tired
When on His name I call
For the Lord is never weary
His ways are beyond my thoughts
I will trust in Him
With all my heart
O my soul, do you not know?
Have you not heard?
It's been told from the beginning
The Lord your God is on your side
O my soul, don't be afraid
Hope in the Lord
By His righteousness and power
He will strengthen, He will guide
And I will soar on wings like eagles
Held by the hand of God
I will run and not grow tired
When on His name I call
For the Lord is never weary
His ways are beyond my thoughts
I will trust in Him
With all my heart
And I will rest upon His promise
Patiently I'll wait
And I will soar on wings like eagles
Held by the hand of God
I will run and not grow tired
When on His name I call
For the Lord is never weary
His ways are beyond my thoughts
I will trust in Him with all my heart
I will trust in Him with all my heart
And I will rest upon his promise
Patiently I'll wait, I'll wait
-DON MOEN-
TURKEY OR VIETNAM? Or is it China again? I just can't wait to get out of the country. A trip to anywhere is fine...as long as it involves taking a plane out of the Singapore.
TURKEY, VIETNAM, THAILAND OR CHINA? Nothing booked yet!
here's how the plan for Turkey goes:
fly off on the 21st of November and spent 12 days there before returning on the 3rd of November. Will be something unusual, slightly exotic. And it's not a place that we will be visiting often. But of course it will cause a bomb. and will be be missing speech night, graduation night...etc.
Vietnam, Thailand:
Affordable, the cost of one person's trip to turkey can pay for three people's trip to Thailand! Lots of Shopping for stuff/home decor for my (to-be) new room!
China:
Hopefully Amelia will be in Sichuan building a school for the people who suffered Sichuan Earthquake in 2008. Maybe she will allow me to tag along and help out.
